Have you ever gotten into a fight with someone and wondered if things would ever be the same again? Or if they'd forgive you? Well, life can be funny like that sometimes. You're great friends with a person one second and then the next things are going downhill. It can be really frustrating. I wish friends could just, stay friends. But it doesn't always work that way.
But I suppose that's just another one of life's lessons. One of the difficult ones, although they're all relatively difficult. In their own way. It's just another part of growing up.
I hate growing up.
I wish that I could just stay a little kid forever.
If I had the chance to, I'd do it all over again.
I don't feel like I did enough as a kid, I didn't enjoy it enough.
I didn't have the easiest childhood, mind you.
My parents were often fighting and I couldn't seem to stop blaming myself enough to focus on anything else. It was a bittersweet sort of thing.
But that's aside from the point. In fact, I think I've lost my point entirely.
That's okay though, I don't really need one.
I can just keep on writing and writing about absolutely anything if I want to.
Oh, and believe me.
I will.
But I suppose that's just another one of life's lessons. One of the difficult ones, although they're all relatively difficult. In their own way. It's just another part of growing up.
I hate growing up.
I wish that I could just stay a little kid forever.
If I had the chance to, I'd do it all over again.
I don't feel like I did enough as a kid, I didn't enjoy it enough.
I didn't have the easiest childhood, mind you.
My parents were often fighting and I couldn't seem to stop blaming myself enough to focus on anything else. It was a bittersweet sort of thing.
But that's aside from the point. In fact, I think I've lost my point entirely.
That's okay though, I don't really need one.
I can just keep on writing and writing about absolutely anything if I want to.
Oh, and believe me.
I will.
But it's late and I suppose I should go to bed.
Although I doubt that I will.
Oh, well.
Goodnight world.
Sweet dreams.
I'll see you tomorrow.
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